today we went to victorville so i could get a laptop. i have a gateway with a built in web cam which i have to admit is really cool. it was weird though; as we were leaving my sister kept saying how cool it was and how i have been waiting for this awhile. but i just felt....weird. because to me it symbolizes that i transferring is inevitable. and i am excited to do so but it will be hard to leave everyone behind. we talked about when i buy a car and that is so exciting! i'll be able to blast my own music and just drive around. after best buy we went to an old park we used to go to when kids and let my niece and nephews play. there is a merry go round there still!! the same one from at least 12 years ago. and i got to know some neighbor kids that live in my old town. they were cool little kids. i love kids so much. teaching is the best area for me, i believe. i wish i could take in all the kids of the world and keep them safe and love them lilke they deserve to be loved.