I think one of my supervisors was trying to get me to admit her nephew was cute because she kept showing me tons of pictures on his facebook. even though he was, I couldn't bring myself to say it because I feel so ..embarrassed? I don't know if that is the right word but I do not like to mention if I happen to like someone because I do not like allowing myself to feel vulnerable. I feel like if I make it known I like someone or am attracted to them that it will blow up in my face. It's happened before. I suppose the real issue is that I don't fully trust people with my personal feelings.