and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff

I think the best thing about moving, aside from a new place, is new people. I feel like I made such a mistake with my decision to be homeschooled when I run into old acquaintances and friends. It was an irrational decision I will admit - I made it to escape from everyone - but it did result with great things. I think moving to a new place, I will be reminded less of the "mistake" aspect and think of it more as a good thing. because it turned out to be both a good and regretful (at times) decision.