let's tune out

I am in a place that I really have no experience with. It's not the place I am physically; it's more of a place where I am in my life and within myself. I have some major decisions to make. The most pressing one is where I will go this fall but I can't decide that until I make a more important decision. What do I want?
It sounds so simple and that makes me wonder if I am making it more complex than it is. adnlflkrnle I don't WANT to have to decide this. What it really comes down to is myself. Do I want to move away, live on campus and have that experience? Or do I want to stay here, live with my family and have that experience? alnrkhslerfdajer
Part of me is urging to just stay here. I could go to school and work part-time and not have to worry about rent/food because I would be living with my sister. I keep thinking, avoid debt, avoid debt, avoid debt. This would do just that. But then I have nagging thoughts about moving away and experiencing that side of college. What I am trying to figure out is if it is my own desire to do that or if it is my annoying thinking-too-much habit. I don't want to make a mistake and this would be a huge mistake. I also don't want to be thirty and think I wish I could do it over. I don't want to give up, but I also don't want to worry about this all the time. It shouldn't be this big of a deal!! But there are people who tell me "Oh enjoy your youth!" and then there are people who just accept me but don't really expect much from me.