I'll run away with you if you want me to

it's nearly 4:15 am.... I'm seriously contemplating even going to sleep.
also, he said today that he could easily turn me into a bad girl or whatever the hell he meant... I hate that he feels like he has all of the power and the control. and the next time the subject comes up, I will inform him that as much as I do like him, he has to work to earn me. I'm not just standing around waiting for his okay and I'll be damn if I let him think he has that kind of control over me.

I feel like we both speak in code and it bugs the hell out of me.