I was tongue-tied and terrified of what I'd say

but I never told you everything
I'm losing hope and fading dreams and every single memory along the way
and then we'd both go down together, we may stay there forever just trying to get up.
and I'm sorry this wasn't easy when I asked you believe me, you never let go
but I let go.

I feel a dull ache within me. I miss Mayday Parade sososososososo much, its crazy.
I want to go back to last night, when Derek was playing piano and singing Miserable At Best and then the band joined in and later they played When I Get Home, You're So Dead and the whole crowd screamed WHORE and Derek smiled and they went right into Jaime All Over.
yeah, that was pretty great.