yesterday, on the way to konawa,

"you get special treatment because you're you and you work harder than anybody and you're fun to hang out with. I miss making you laugh working nights with Teresa."

the more I dwell on the things you say, the more unsure I feel. but I do know one thing. when telling Mel about what you said, I realized that that small statement is probably the sweetest thing any boy has said and it means the most. it really does.