It is getting to that time where all I do is think of you. Some memories aren't so clear but the lingering feelings still are. I miss your hands and smile. You swiftly took my heart and I heard that song today, that song that brought us close and gave us our own inside joke. It made me sad and wish things happened differently. But I'm learning to deal with how things are now. If only I didn't miss you so much then maybe I could open myself up again.
Point is I still miss you and I feel stupid for doing so.

"Impossible..., impossible."